Now I am a lake...

2012-03-17T05:22:12Z

We have mice in the bathroom and kitchen ducts. I'm pretty sure about that. On and off I hear them running very fast with their little feet and making huge noise because the ducts are made of metal and have that echoing quality that makes a small sound ten times louder as if a roar.
Sometimes I miss them. For days I hear silence and I think they're dead. But then a quick sound of those small creatures ,as I imagine grabbing their cheese and running fast, makes me feel relief. They're back and they're alive.

2012-01-23T17:11:59Z

My grandma always thinks the phone calls would be extremely expensive for me. She likes to hang up so that she herself could call me instead.I've told her a thousand times that it's not. and that hearing her voice makes me so happy and that happiness can't be bought with any amount of money.

2012-01-14T15:21:09Z

"Cultures cherish artists because they are people who can say, Look at that. And it's not Versailles. It's a brick wall with a ray of sunlight falling on it."

Marilynne Robinson
Paris Review-N. 46

the new buddy

2011-09-07T23:41:55Z

I bought an Alfi from Stockholm.
because a friend told me once that Alfi reminds him of me or vice versa.

early September

2011-09-03T17:44:55Z

The afternoons are at their bests.

2011-07-09T15:27:47Z

Thank you dirty floor,

for I've spent the whole day cleaning up everywhere and now I remember I intended to clean only you.

today's moments of happiness

2011-07-06T18:26:37Z

eating water-soaked almonds with my breakfast
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having my lunch(a sandwich) on the park near university main building with a friend. The sun was warm and welcoming.
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enabling myself to sit and finish the book I intended to.
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riding on the city bike for about 20 minutes returning home. difficult though worth doing.
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watching people eating their ice cream at the ice salon nearby.

2011-07-05T19:33:06Z

" He stared at me for a moment and went rummaging through his drawers and boxes until he unearthed a silver-and-ivory hairbrush with long pale bristles. I immediately went for it. "Don't touch that!" he scolded. Without a word he sat in his chair and sat at his feet. In complete silence Harry proceeded to brush all of the knots out of my hair. I wondered if the brush had belonged to his mother.
Afterwards he asked me if I had any money. "No," I said, and he pretended to be mad. But I knew Harry. He just wanted to diffuse the intimacy of the moment. Whenever you had a beautiful moment with Harry he just had to turn it upside down."

Just Kids by Patti Smith

2011-07-05T12:14:43Z

absolutely regretful of not buying that awesome book of the New Yorker cartoons. It was only 20 bucks and I promised myself I would buy it after I see the bookshop completely and of course the book was gone 10 minutes later.

:]

2011-07-05T08:06:19Z

Thank you the cheese I bought yesterday . You are still edible despite the fact that I forgot to put you in the fridge.

today's breakfast

2011-06-26T13:15:05Z

pancake, coffee and a bowl of fruit: slices of banana and mango, blueberry and raspberry

the unbearable lightness of "writing"

2011-06-25T20:43:18Z

it's like smoking a cigaret. It doesn't make you happy but in hope of becoming a little more less-unhappy , you smoke the second one, and then the third one, and hour later another one.

the life ball

2011-05-22T00:05:33Z

We were there, among the people who don't know how to be happy. I feel sorry for them. They live a life like a frightened country mouse who has been brought into the city without being told how to live its life, how to find its way, how to be happy.
The music was awesome, bright colors were in the air and robots everywhere.

2011-05-04T11:38:58Z

The weather is awesome. I'm fresh and ready to start a busy year of working on my thesis, taking the very final exam and heading towards future. My pollen allergy has not started yet, enough sunshine is to be found now and trees have grown new-born leaves. I have to organize things and schedule my plan of studying. Too many books to read, too many words to write.

2011-05-04T11:36:25Z

There is a Hemingway in "Overwhelmingly".
Believe me.